Distractions are the illusions of my fantasy in my once happy galaxy
Distractions should have been my middle name
like a suitcase, I grabbed it by the handle and made it my baggage full of worry, envy, and self-doubt
Men were my distraction, good and bad, my bad habit, my addiction
I need some divinity, healing, hope, a sound mind
God give me mercy, time to unwind
tiffanyr
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"Distraction vs Divinity "
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