1988, I just finished playing Oregon Trail
Leaving the Computer Lab, a kid yelled, ‘What the hell?’
It was Danny, a white kid in my class
I tried to exit, but he wouldn’t let me pass
‘You’re pretty smart for a Ni66er’! He spat with a smile
Confused, I replied, I don’t understand, what you mean, how?
Danny continued, ‘Think you better than me, ‘cause you won the Indiana State Science Fair, but you’re just a ‘n…’
‘I heard you the first time,’ I interrupted, a left with a disappointed sigh, ‘uh!’
I slowly walked down the hall to band
I felt so angry and nauseous, carrying a French horn in my hand
I regret never telling my teacher, parents, or brothers what Danny said
To this day his words still live rent free in my head
Decades later, I still don’t know what else a 12 year old me should have done or said!
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