The Softness Of My Inner Santrum

Hindu style, my Chi centered
Resting upon the throne of Mother Nature’s gravity we call life
Myrrh and frankincense floating throughout my island of paradise
Engulfing the streams of awareness, oblivion unto the unknown, overtaking me in a trance state of existence, a spiritual mirage
Deep breath in, deep breath out
Eyes closed

Letting go of the past, present, adaptation to accept the future
Life embedded with the swirl of my being, forbearing such wicked deeds, relieving such pagan ideology, life’s greatest hindrance upon the bearer

Deep breath in, holding it, my negative energy grouping, a typhoon to the surface of each bated breath it becomes evident
Deep breath out, ashes to ashes, dust to dust
Rebirth of my core conformed in a wakened state
Channeling seven chakras within the dynamism founded upon the foundation of my core, the creation of my universe

The amendment of my life instituted within the pages of infinity
My Root Chakra (Muladhara- element Earth) bowing down to the wondrous gist of my intellectual stimuli

Granting me the window of wisdom, the door of serenity, the cloak of knowledge, mental clarity, the pinnacle upon my femininity

Inhale, exhale, slowly drifting within the beautiful flow, irrigating my empty vessel, instilling purity, head bowed unto glory, under grace, allowing the silhouette of my soul to astral plane, seeking the greater gifts unseen, unheard, unimaginable among the vastness of the galaxy, releasing through the breaths of my nostrils the feel of the Ohm, worship your temple, the kiss of your being, nourished, the epiphany of my soul, heart, mind, and physical senses in regal harmony

Reaching out, grasping spiritually one’s self
My Sacral Chakra (Svadhishthana -element Water), the abyss for which God made women to defend the divine fruit of one’s womb, for which she creates to bear, the necessity pedestal of my own sexuality

One within the mind, soaring higher and higher, body dissembled in the duality of reality and the subconscious, the pinnacle of my person, mental clarity merging into my Solar Plexus Chakra (Manipura -element Fire), anchoring deeper, the meaning of who I am, reaching out to the fifth dimension of free will within self, the will to be, the will to belong, the cosmic connection, beaming signals of enlightenment

Oh God, I feel your benevolent presence, the chanting of your mightiness, cleansing me in the cradle of my Heart Chakra (Anahata -element Air), calming me, blessing the pumping of blood, sustaining me, emotionally tapping into my ventricles and atriums with each contract, the four chambers of my lifeline attuned to the vast universe, the creed of my healing, my whispered loving, unwavering forgiveness

You speak with wisdom, I respond with candidness, silken words, linguistic, beautiful fingers moving for the hearing impaired, delighted unto them to convey without words to speak, tales to seduce you, to lure you.

 
My Throat Chakra (Vishuddha -element Akasha), the sentiment of my self-expression, the truth I speak, balancing the Feng Shui of my perseverance

My Third Eye Chakra (Ajna), inhale and exhale, a guiding voyage far beyond what the mind could ever grasp in one lifetime, greater forces deeming me the wisdom to unlock the variations of life’s trilogy: Father, Son, Holy Spirit. My Chi is a beacon to siphon the positive energy from the cosmos, holding the truer meaning of one’s self for one single moment in time, a crystal ball glimpsed, watching as my life is in motion, yet confined by the harbors of time, yet centered, tapping into that clairvoyance. Deep breath, still it.

Exhaling my breath into destiny, my nakedness sitting at the throne of the Pearly Gates, love, peace, the revelation of the second coming of my identity. Stripped away my bearings, my earthly possessions I deemed imperial, my person asunder from earthly passion, lust, desires, rapture. Sacred oil spilling to my temple, a spiritual deity I have channeled of my Crown Chakra (Sahasrara), the poignant ability at this plateau of self-knowledge and understanding your existence. My soul has blended unto my body, my Kundalini, my Nirvikalpa, dual purposes in life unto others, wanting, needing to stay in this realm. Echoes of distant heartbeats, retreating to descend back into self, until you realize you are the spiritual manifestation of your own equation, your own creation.

Karma, Fate, Destiny, and Rebirth, navigating through the creed I have come to recognize womankind and mankind as they are, and not as I deem them to be as a human soul.

Ohm

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