Most nights I couldn’t find peace,
I wondered if it was the PTSD, or if
this Neptune had just lost his dream.
Was it stuck in the cosmos unable
to reach the confines of a mind
too crowded of dismay and grief?
I almost believed, but my soul
only deepened to keep me whole
just as the shadow beside me.
Just as my soldiers in arm’s reach,
camouflaged, but never hiding
from chaos, or presumed defeat.
Like Jupiter once told me, “Keep your
head from your feet, and your head
above your heart, just be.”
Today it is received, not to mention
poetry increasing my spirituality
— a reverie to my muse.
How pleasant is she for keeping me
so heavenly attuned, my celestial
ooh, I can’t see you but I do feel you!
From the bright blues far out
I salute to the highs of the universe,
for I am me, a gift beyond a curse.
—JG ©2026
Quick Note: I am a military veteran

