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maybe it makes more sense to love the one who loves you
maybe its foolish to chase someone who doesnt care
but i can only love with a love that is there
inside of me
cant understand for the life in me
why he continues to abide in me
his love professed so silently
not likely for him to die in me...
my heart dont care what eyes can see
my soul dont sense it logically
my feelings dodge the "obviously"
to MAYBE catch the "probably"
the possibly...
the comedy
so used to his debotury
"bad" became the common thing
and tears are flowing commonly
absent was the honesty
absent is the honoring
his soul yearned for laughter
and my heart was the commodity
the pain he afflicts only deepens my philosophy
it was in our numerology
it was in our astrology
written in the stars
my aquarian odyssey
tell me...
how can i not love
the one i love with such sovereignty
with obsession and oddity
yet consistent and consciously....
it boggles me...
how i still chase after someone who doesnt care...
if i can only love, with a love that's really there...
