Death

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Where Do I Begin..
Im Going To Let Everyone In..
What Runs Through My Mind..
Thats Hard To Leave Behind..
Its Called Death..
When Will I Take My Last Breath..
Will It Be Tomorrow Or In A Few Years..
Who Will Laugh Who Will Shed Tears..
Who Will Grieve And Who Will Not Care..
That Im No Longer There..
Who Will Think About Me Day After Day...
Whose Lives Will I Effect In The Worst Way..
Thats All I Think About..
Am I On The Way Out..
Or Am I Staying Here For Awhile..
Who Will Cry And Who Will Smile..
My Death Will Leave Whose Face Wet..
But Those Are Answers Ill Never Get..
See Death Weighs On My Mind..
And Its Hard To Leave It Behind..
Will I Become Blind..
Or Will I Become Deaf...
Before My Death..
I Dont Know How My Life Will Be Affected..
Will I Slowly Start Getting Neglected..
And Will I Be Left All Alone...
To Fight Death On My Own..
Will I Die In My Home..
This Is The Thought My Mind Keeps Repeating..
The Same Thought I Continuously Try Deleting...
But No Success..
So Here I Am To Stress...
And Continuously Think Of This Subject..
I Know My Past Is Not Perfect..
But That Is What Im Trying To Correct..
So Hopefully If I Die I Can Resurrect..
But That Is Far Fetched..
Couldnt Even Reach That If I Stretched..
So I Guess When I Die Im Gone For Good...
I Would Delete This Thought If I Could..
I Know I Should..
If I Can Delete It I Would..
But I Try Every Possible Solution..
And Its Just Filling My Mind With Pollution..
It Doesnt Work Not Even A Little...
Its Like Im Stuck In The Middle..
Between Life And Death..
Wondering If This Is My Last Breath..
So Thats What I Think About Every Day..
I Think About It In Every Way..
It Leaves Me Speechless With Nothing To Say..
I Try To Delete It And Im Still Trying..
But My Continuous Thought Is About Dying..
So Now That I Let Everybody In..
Ill Continue To Think About Death Like I Been..