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Im nervous of me seeing him and wanting to be with him
Just one night and then it turns into the weekend and then it begins
Im shaking when days are between him
And my nights of me holding my pillow is so boring
While watching sweet love stories
Then family well…that’s a long story
By the way my name is Taurie
Picking at my pockets and finding pennies at the end of my wholly purse
Cursed by love but I want to be loved first
Only things I dare not to say hurt the most
I want him in a different way then most of them hoes
I want kids and thanksgiving at my place
Smiles all over my home from moments captured
Fireplace burning while the walls are filled with warmness and laughter
Pillows only being used for decoration because I have a chest that’s beats because im near
Forget money I want to have love that will never disappear
Because im not a ghost you know I want go no where
But will wishing ever answer my prayer
