AGAIN I HAVE FAILED

 AGAIN I HAVE FAILED AT TRYING TO PROTECT MY HEART NEVER KNEW IT WOULD BE THIS SERIOUS FROM THE VERY START. YOUR HEART IS SO PROTECTED, LIKE ARMOUR IN A SHADOW MINE IS SO SOFT,  WILTED AND SHALLOW. TORN TO BITS AND PIECES I FEEL EMOTIONALLY DISTRESSED,  ALL I'VE EVER WANTED WAS TO BE LOVED AND CARESSED. BY WORDS THAT ARE MEANINGFUL SAID OFTEN, BUT TRUE....... WISHING ONE DAY ON THE OTHER END THAT THEY WERE COMING FROM YOU. AGAIN I HAVE FAILED AT "JUST BEING FRIENDS" I'VE ALLOWED MY HEART TO SHINE AND ACCEPTED YOU IN KNOWING THATYOU AND I, CAN NEVER BE!! THAT'S THE PART THAT HURTS SO MUCH WANTING YOU TO BE WITH ME. I KNOW THIS IS A TEST TO WHICH I HAVE COMPLETELY FAILED PLEASE LIFT MY SPIRITS UP SOME HOW FROM THIS TRAIN THAT HAS DERAILED.........