I have dreams turned nightmares death staring at me sleeping just sitting in a chair this wear and tear got me chasing life as a dare I was born in rear form despite being spat on I was cursed since the day my dad signed his name in cursive it seemed like rehearsal my days played in reversal seeing life for life is hurtful moments were stolen with time. my money stolen was benign. it was more the disrespect left behind that made change my mind no more for us more like just mine. I guess thats what its like when you're innocent and you get f***ed over it feels like your thoughts were raped and your body gave up over and over my life to messy I can't put up with this bullshyt or retire Im not Michael I just quit it'll just be me and my new found selfishness I tryed the shellfish shyt sit back so everybody can coexist I'm going to say this and I mean it! F*** this world til it gives birth to a lonely bitter bald headed girl wearing black and white pearls with one arm and one leg opposite sides in a shallow part of the ocean so her thoughts could match her devotion swimming in circles like a goldfish never understanding her purpose that's it.......perfect!