Always knew that women would be my down fall alcohol suppresses the feeling that I could've had it all way to revolve a failed resolution I was made from mixed feelings and drug over usage I simply overdosed on being to different the more I changed the more I seen others do the same deja vu remained in my impregnated thoughts of shame to hard to swallow I blended the effort poking at the suggestion of my being a little insane I haven't slept in weeks feeling weak unconfident what's in the reflection is me in convinced there's something wrong with me I'm so tired I had a daydream of sleep....