Hoping for the best and expecting the worst is the biggest lie they ever tried to instill in us, I dont expect dire results, I expect to leave and recover if hope doesnt show, see preppin for the worst is sayin that my aspirations are leaving in a hearse, and last I checked real men dont die, nor does their ambition, missions aren't complete without every boundary covered or every step counted, so I count how many times I have hoped and then count the exact same number of times that I kicked hope in thefor results, i dont talk, I just do, so no one else will do my job or take whats mines, no thought process, cause in the time it takes to think, a person can steal your livelihood in the same amount of time that it takes to blink, so I sink all thoughts of hope at the bottom of the ocean, cause if hope doesn't show, I just show up at the next door, knock, announce myself and let myself in....then.....I will begin again the process to just do instead of hope, cause some things just make better F'N sense