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After today I will no longer hold on to you
I have come to the realization
I'm in too deep alone
I don't think you truly understand the depths of my feelings for you
I wanted this to be so much more than it actually was
Allowing my heart to run with the idea you wanted the same thing
I thought it was fate and our second chance
But at this moment I don't know what you want
where I stand or what to expect!
I don't force the issues
I don't feel like I have to badger you for understanding
I know you have a life
More important things to focus on besides giving me a peace of mind
Understand I wanted and loved you from day one
It has always been something about you that made me weak
I don't like feeling weak or vulnerable for anybody
But for you...I opened my heart
And took you into my soul
I tried to go with your flow
Hoping that soon the tides will change in my favor
Anything worth having is worth waiting and fighting for
And I have waited…and I fought
But I prayed harder
I can't hold on anymore
It's starting to hurt loving you
Anyway I'm going to stop right here
I pray you are blessed with happiness and I will love you always
