Sad Love Letter

I have come to the realization 

I'm in too deep alone

I don't  think you truly understand the depths of my feelings for you

I wanted this to be so much more than it actually was

Allowing my heart to run with the idea you wanted the same thing

I  thought it  was fate and our second chance

But at this moment I don't know what you want

where I stand or what to expect!

I don't force the issues

I don't feel like I have to badger you for understanding

I know you have a life

More important things to focus on besides giving me a peace of mind

Understand I wanted and loved you from day one

It has always been something about you that made me weak

I don't like feeling weak or vulnerable for anybody

But for you...I opened my heart

And took you into my soul

I tried to go with your flow

Hoping that soon the tides will change in my favor

Anything worth having is worth waiting and fighting for

And I have waited…and I fought

But I prayed harder

I can't hold on anymore 

It's starting to hurt loving you

Anyway I'm going to stop right here

I pray you are blessed with happiness and I will love you always