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romance

I love your brown eyes, firm masculine skin and the causual button down shirt and jeans youre wearing. Your soft moist lips press into mine like you are kissing me for the last time.i feel warm and secure in the rapture of your arms and protected from any harm. The feelings you give flow through my veins, breathe life in my heart. When im away from you my world falls apart and the world around me fades into the dark. I never knew a love so true as i peacefully, anxiously lay next to you awaiting for you to wake up. I feel the world is a paused background as we go through the day. we both have our own lives and of course our friends. I admit i feel jealously creeping when im not the center of your attention. I see your lady friends in some pictures and i read the comments they leave on your pictures. They seem to share a bond with you that makes me confused even though i havent committed to you. You try to plan everything but most things you cant plan, they jus happen. I know you love and care about me but i dont see myself competing for your loving. I refuse to be in your background, if you dont want me to leave then choose now. Im not forcing you or rushing you but i will not take a chance of loosing you and being the friend who bitterly congratulates on your life with the next girl. So i try to keep my composure, cause you're everything i want. I doubt you're lying and juggling me with other women but i cant be sure cause i know we havent committed. This long distance love can be tricky and i know in love i can be picky. I know it takes time to be sure but too much time leaves open a door for competition and i already held your heart and loved you like my king from the start but i wonder of course am i really yours or a potential woman left hurting in the dark but either way, there is only one way ill stay. However i wont share you til you decide the path you choose. Im protecting my heart cause i dont need a bruise, your hearts in my hand n your attention is directed to my eyes and i dont want to loose you or you loose me so choose wise. either way i know what i want without thinkng twice but i will not share you when i know im a prize.