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romance 1 min read 476 views Jun 7, 2014

Mental Feelings/Emotional Thinking

A chemical imbalance within my heart

My feelings for you is bipolar

I get schizophrenic for your love

Some days I feel upbeat

Other days I feel depressed

Especially when you're not around

Sometimes I find myself losing my mind

Other times I find myself needing space

Then I begin to miss you again

You're nowhere to be found

I medicate myself to calm down

Then my heart grows more fonder

The closer you get the more I push

Makes me want to reel you back in

One minute I'm brave

The next I'm afraid

That you may never come back

I've pushed you too far

And it works my nerves

Aggravates the hell out of me

Annoys me how much I need you

Confusing yes I know

But that's the effect you have on me

It's driving me crazy

You're no good for me

An unhealthy relationship

But I live for the high

It makes me feel powerful

Like I can overcome anything

You solve one problem

Then encourage another

You're a side effect

I'm all mixed up

I'll never be the same
 
And that's alright with me

Consider me a changed man
 
 
 

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The Immortal Wize

Well put together.

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tretre

LOVE THIS!!!!...I hope you don't mind me sharing this one...I know a few people who can relate to this poem. Always keep that pen movin SupHomeBoi!

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SupHomeboi

Thanks y'all so much

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love_supreme

Excellent write

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