Mental Feelings/Emotional Thinking
A chemical imbalance within my heart
My feelings for you is bipolar
I get schizophrenic for your love
Some days I feel upbeat
Other days I feel depressed
Especially when you're not around
Sometimes I find myself losing my mind
Other times I find myself needing space
Then I begin to miss you again
You're nowhere to be found
I medicate myself to calm down
Then my heart grows more fonder
The closer you get the more I push
Makes me want to reel you back in
One minute I'm brave
The next I'm afraid
That you may never come back
I've pushed you too far
And it works my nerves
Aggravates the hell out of me
Annoys me how much I need you
Confusing yes I know
But that's the effect you have on me
It's driving me crazy
You're no good for me
An unhealthy relationship
But I live for the high
It makes me feel powerful
Like I can overcome anything
You solve one problem
Then encourage another
You're a side effect
I'm all mixed up
I'll never be the same
And that's alright with me
Consider me a changed man

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Well put together.
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LOVE THIS!!!!...I hope you don't mind me sharing this one...I know a few people who can relate to this poem. Always keep that pen movin SupHomeBoi!
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Thanks y'all so much
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Excellent write
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