Last Call

I promise you to do the best that

I can do in order to glue together

the broken promises that I made to you

the shattering that took trusting me

away from you

I do not know what it will take

or what I will have to go through

maybe it might be too late but

if you would just believe

like the air that you breathe

I will do everything that I can

to refresh your mind about me

not once do I blame you for

doubting me because I was

being selfish and only thinking

of me

as I stand with this keychain

holding the key to a lock that

has been changed

I've been trying to get in

but found that I can't

I messed up because I

didn't think about us

I knew I would drown

but I had to have that drink

It was too late when I started

to feel myself sinking

It wasn't enough because

I just kept on drinking

hoping that you would save me

like so many times you had before

I came knocking at your door

sometimes beating my knuckles sore

you always took me in and everytime

I F'd over you even though you

were my friend

my only reason to be here

is to make amends

I'm dry as a drought but how

can I get in if you keep on

kicking me out