Suicidal Pt. 2 (Reflections)

f***, i dont even know what to write about
im doubting my doubts
i want out
let me out
i dont have the key
do you?
answer me
WHY DONT YOU F***IN' ANSWER?
oh it's you 
i mean me
in the mirror
i thought you looked familiar
please go away 
im not dumb
you looked different
im not a coward
its just hard for me to talk to the girl im in love with 
im not scared to talk to them 
me and my parents just never talked like that
your just a reflection, why am even i talking to you?
i hate you
you give me so much pain
i see you on every reflective surface
for awhile i enjoyed staring back at you
because many were saying "im proud of you."
but im not sure
go away
i f***in' hate you 
what?
yeah, ill be back
~PEACE