From this moment on

As I sit here @10:54pm, I realize I've been "playing church" for years. Yes, I pray, I say Thank you Jesus,  cover my hair sometimes, even let a couple tears out. But my faith walk @18 was much stronger then it is now @30. At 18, I was sold out for God! You couldn't pay me to miss a fast, bible study, service, dance practice, or praise and worship, I had to be apart of Gods work! I had been thru ALOT but I knew God loved me so I was gonna do His work and minister to all. As the years went on, I fell a lot and attempted to go back to God but never found my fire again. Sometimes I would hear Him speak to me and say, "Daughter, I am still here. Come home." And I would say I'm coming home, read more, pray more, but didn't keep it up. Now, I see it's countdown time! HE IS ON THE WAY!! And I don't know about anyone else, but I want to be with my Heavenly Father. It's time to get my fire back!! From this moment on, I will not let anything to anyone stop my fire!!!