Relapse

in my heart's cage buried deep

lay emotions I thought I could keep

held in but to the top they creep

not ready to take that leap

well at least not all over again

played my hand and didn't win

bet it all, my wallet is thin

now I have this itch on my skin

obsession coming back strong

was doing good for so long

guess its just the same old song

is loving you really so wrong?

back to sticking that needle in my vein

back to causing my heart pain

high, mentally on another plane

going back to going insane