Raining Thoughts

Drowning and sinking,behind the liquor I've been drinking.

Low below the level, where I can write what I'm thinking.

The weed I'm blazing, with somebody else's money I bought,

Can't possibly write these emotions, of which I'm wrought.

The words and bars. In which unleash frustrations and scars.

Seem so far away, the may as well be on Mars.

But then the feelings past, and my high is now gone.

Now the weight of my issues, the feeling is back on.

The worlds ablazing, and I'm caught in the fire.

The harder I try to get out, the deeper I delve into the pyre.

The chance is gone, for me to move on.

Now I have to face my demons, or I'll never move along.

My world won't change itself, effect needs a cause

Life will not wait, there is no chance to pause.

No cheat codes, no player 2 to get you through.

Possibly a life partner, but find that you'll have to do.

And there's no guarantee, they won't possible leave you.

Because of all the nonsense, and laziness, the decision they've come to.

Yet her I set, sitting in this bar.

Drinking down my liquor, while I stare at your car.

Writing down these words, trying to be expressive,

while this whole time, hoping you'd think it's impressive.