REAL

when we're not together
i just think of you.
when we're together
all i see is you.
touching you
makes my head spin.
got me in a daze
like a whirlwind.
i want you to know
just how i feel.
my cards have been played
your turn to deal.
let me in your mind.
show me this is real.
give me that moment in time.
for which i would kill.
you have gripped not only my mind
but all soul.
without you here,
there would be a hole.


why do the ones you want the most
look at you,
like you're disgusting or gross?
that's not the worst, the worst of all,
is when they give you signals,
but ignore yours calls.
the worst is having your feelings betrayed
or being led on,
then left and played.
if you don't like somebody,
let them know.
give them truth
don't lie though.
this isn't for boys or girls
this is for the world.
not read it and weep,
while your mind twirls.