Im not

I'm not the type to do something,
and regret it later.
I'm not the type to end a relationship,
then become a hater.
But why do I regret it all?
Why do I wish I never did fall?
Why do I wish that you just fell off a cliff?
That an earthquake caused a fissure,

and you just fell in the rift.
Why am I so angry,
you don't want to listen but I'll tell you anyhow.
Because you told me some words,
that felt like a vow.
You made me feel special,
then like I meant nothing to you.
You made me feel like the best,
then like that feeling was anything but true.
Made me feel like there was only us,
your eyes could only see me.
Then you ripped my heart out,
and showed me we weren't meant to be.
So now I'm sitting here,

with my cup of regrets.

Stuck with a bunch of feelings,

that I'll never forget.