P.S. internally your friend

I'm lost in the deepest of emotions. confused on how to use our chemistry.

lingering thoughts of a you and me after the third time it became the worst trilogy

Something like sitting next to each other in the same room it was to close to call it

so we text instead.

I remember that drunk night when you text and said,

if it wasn't for him it would be me!

that was just a little crazy, but not hard to see

regardless I'm your friend to the end more like awkward family.

kissing cousins kept secret out of respect for our history,

but I hope he makes you happy,

even if I do wish that he was me.