Blaming the moon

the moon is full tonight

an over protective

projected guiding light

that opens a gateway

opening the mouth of hell

the moon is full tonight

too much foolishness

in the spotlight

be careful not to

walk onto the pages

of someone’s torn life

they're liable to

shoot or stab you

on sight for just

one bump in the night

could spill of into a fight

look straight ahead

no need to think twice

this is lifesaving advice

the world is saying

see me in front of you

acknowledge me

let me know that I'm here

let me know that I exist

I'm feeling unloved

I'm feeling uncared for

like I don't count

it's like I don't matter

maybe if you had opened up

your eyes and saw me coming

I heard you say "I'm sorry"

I did hear you say "excuse me"

those words do not move me

from where I stand

mad at the world for

bumping into me

pushing me to the edge

the line you crossed

is your own demise

bumping into me

like I'm not here

like I’m not real

like it’s not pain that I feel

am I not human

I you don't want to hear this

look at you on your knees

begging me not to do this

the gun I'm holding to your head

is blocking my view

you're crying but I don't hear you

you're asking "WHY"

please forgive me but I have to