Anxiety

Sometimes anxiety takes over my mind

My classes feel like roller coasters of questions in my mind

I run through what I need to do

Now

Tomorrow

And what I did in the past

Decisions, words, events

Anything and everything

My planner is so unorganized

Lists upon lists

I wish I could think one thing at a time

One day at a time

Or one year at a time

It is not fun in my head

On a daily basis I repeat these thoughts

I shouldn’t be so harsh on myself

It starts when I wake up in the morning

My head swarms 

When I lift my head off my pillow