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Loves got me screaming when she enters a room
Moving out the way, reminiscing, all consumed
Flashbacks placed on faces with no recollection
I’m caught up and sick with it, I’m still infected
I close the closet and try to dream up a new day
Still she passes through my essence, everyday
Effervescent backside views, of someone I once knew
Still searching for her return, struck again by deju vu
Getting freaky on someone new, takes me back to me & you
How , when, what and where we use to do the do
In the bed we share, ruffling covers and screeching posts
I still hear moans and playful boasts but silence hurts the most
Setting up drunken love dalliances, just to soothe the pain
Fully engulfed in the moment, yet and still, love lost remains
Aimlessly I search for a possession, equal to you,
My screams of anguish, at myself, for loving you past due
Gone forever, its how I remain, like a strong wind once blew
Coming upon a life and time spent wishing for what is review
Happiest when embraced by the haunting memories of loving you!
