Suicidal Pt. 7

here we go suicidal part 7

for years i’ve been praying and have no responses from heaven

im done

*** love

Cupid, you can suck my d**k

i feel lonely in a room full of people

i just need a hint of inti-

macy

love is a waste of time until proven otherwise

life is too short to not realize

that life is worthless if its unenjoyable

most of the time i wish my life’s cruelness and utter bullsh*t was disposable

i try to keep my faith strong

but what is there to have faith on?

suicidal thoughts come naturally like they’re rehearsed

can you feel the pain in a poetic verse?

every time i get up i fall down even worse

life always hits me where it hurts

i walk around trynna keep a smile up

i can’t accomplish that, i let myself down

don’t ask me what’s wrong

let my pain flow through this pen

when will all this stop?

it’s been almost 16 years and i can’t remember the last time i was happy for a long time

there hasn’t been lot of happiness on my timeline

these problems should be addressed

i'd say i needed support from a friend

but even that doesn’t help

im going through hell

im suicidal and depressed,

can you tell?

~PEACE