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here we go suicidal part 7
for years i’ve been praying and have no responses from heaven
im done
*** love
Cupid, you can suck my d**k
i feel lonely in a room full of people
i just need a hint of inti-
macy
love is a waste of time until proven otherwise
life is too short to not realize
that life is worthless if its unenjoyable
most of the time i wish my life’s cruelness and utter bullsh*t was disposable
i try to keep my faith strong
but what is there to have faith on?
suicidal thoughts come naturally like they’re rehearsed
can you feel the pain in a poetic verse?
every time i get up i fall down even worse
life always hits me where it hurts
i walk around trynna keep a smile up
i can’t accomplish that, i let myself down
don’t ask me what’s wrong
let my pain flow through this pen
when will all this stop?
it’s been almost 16 years and i can’t remember the last time i was happy for a long time
there hasn’t been lot of happiness on my timeline
these problems should be addressed
i'd say i needed support from a friend
but even that doesn’t help
im going through hell
im suicidal and depressed,
can you tell?
~PEACE
