I hated having to do you like I did, but I was taught that a man lives by the words that he gives.
plus you did my foul!
shh! I probably made too much of it, but you were my brother and I never thought you would dis that,
for a part-time lover.
go figure! my ninja
things change!
I wanna pick up the phone, but the memory still stains, and your number has changed.
at least thats what I keep telling myself.
as broke as we was, I'm real
deep in this new found selfwealth,
stengy with apologies.
I remember the last text you sent. saying, "you probably won't answer, but I miss you! forgive me please!" And I didn't. I'll probably hate myself forever but my pride is all I'll need. Still your big brother until forever.....