Pushed

Pushed

my life

the pain and strife

working hard

to remain in this life

constrained to a past

present in the moment

being pushed fast

 

Monster

don't want to become

the monster inside of me

hunting my future

with jealous anxiety

 

being pushed

to do things

I know is not me

wanting to be

the best person I can be

my past keeps taunting me

 

the monster unleashed

the ends could

really justify the means

 

hurting

controlling the pain

barely above defeat

my monster could easily be released

Keep pushing and you will see!