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Sometimes I feel all alone
As if no one understands my struggle
She doesn't hear me
She doesn't listen to me
And even sometimes when I think it's ok
It always fails
How I'm worthless
How I will never amount to anything
That I'm a failure
Simply cause I won't don the hat
Of the obedient one anymore
The one who doesn't speak
Doesn't express
Doesn't have a voice
It's not as if I don't try
I do
I try my hardest and I fail
It's hard to feel so alone in your struggles
Cause at the end of the day
Despite my friendships
And outside family
I'm all alone
I don't know where I'll go
Or where I'll be in 5 years
But I know
I do know
I will make it
It burns
This pain I feel temporarily
But tomorrow will be a new day
I will put my head up and keep moving.
