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romance

My heart speaks a million words per beat
Wanting and craving 
That ever lifting dream
My heart desires more then your attention 
My being wants you 
Your whole soul no secrets 
It's hard to find that one individual 
That one person who will be willing to give you everything to be a thought in your mind your soul your heart
The min you open your eyes each day 
Nobody loves like I do 
Where every breath I take is for you 
Because then my existence has purpose 
To make you happy
But where is my love like that?
Why can't I find love like that 
Why am I the only one giving love like that 
I want to be the number one 
The only one 
Your main priority 
But maybe that doesn't happy in this day in age 
I'm fooling myself to think its possibly 
I love hard and that's my Achilles heel 
Because once its not reciprocated 
I fall apart at the seams 
Back into the dark hole 
In beliefs I don't deserve it 
I'm not worth it 
And nothing will ever be better 
I aspire for love even though I shouldn't 
Because its simply all I want in life 
To be loved "Agape"
Unconditionally 
With no limits 
Love me for me 
Don't try to change me 
Fix me 
Design me 
I am the individual you fell in live with 
And the individual you will continue to fall in love with.
But again maybe like I said 
This doesn't happen anymore in this day of age
Just a fairy tale in the back of my mind.