The black sideline woman

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life

I'm not the girl that caused you heartbreak
   Or that begged you to settle
I'm not the one to make you angry, fight you, or call you out of your name.
  I'm not the one that's after you trying to destroy your destiny your happiness or toy with your mind. 
     I'm simply the woman who stuck through hard times with you and listened to you complain about a thousand es. I passed up a thousand s. Loved you when you couldn't even love yourself. Fed you washed you took care of you. Knew you had a girl and still rode that out kid after kid you had I'm still standing out in your crowd. 
      Guess this is just a thanks I get.
          Every man claims to be different but every woman goes through this . Every generation the player never gets skipped it too hard to even think that love still exists. This feeling never leaves the issue I'm having on deciding if it's you or me whose to take the blame adam or eve  we all multiply repeating all of these questions til we die wondering why.......you could have never just loved me.