"Confused"

I was dealing with him for a while, i almost had his child. Our relationship that we had was always in denial. Late nights of no phone calls,Up at night figuring out how i can make it right. On the road i had no trust, you left me for lust.You cheated, but you never knew why i put up a fuss. Still to this day you always get it your way. With me I'm trying to figure out why I'm so confused to see that you was never meant for me. Times i try to let you go, i even let you know that i don't want you no more. Delusional you get, you even put up fits. You never hit me, but i always figured that you wanted to a little bit.