Puddles

there's something burning

deep inside of me

emotions that play hide and seek

leaving me alone when I fall to sleep

though a part of me had to let go

there still remains so much 

left unsaid that I want you to know

though when you were alive

I just couldn't tell you so

I love the times I speak of

though they passed so long ago

something inside of me broke

shattering  decades of heartaches

sounds that linger around me

fading away into the surroundings

the only way I can give account in words

to describe this eternal loneliness 

is to clarify missing your loveliness

though I know I'll find another friend

to have some one else to kiss

the heaviest part of this is 

the hurt that out weighs the pain