Between The Fall

Sometimes having to be empowering,

Drowns my spirit,

I can be so well known,

Without being understood,

With such comfort I give,

As much love I meet I tend to decline quickly,

I don't feel alive as I should,

Giggles out in the open,

Everybody sees as if I'm spoiled happy,

I'm a figured moth that's flows in the open,

Like I'm floating in the water...,

I love the lifeless feel of floating in the water,

The bulky rocks are everybody else I'm exhausted of bumping into,

If I can fade into another existence then that would be cheating,

Like I'm giving another life happiness without a struggle,

I'm strong enough to push any barriers,

It's just taking longer than I've imagined,

I know at the end my palms will be bloody,

But just long as I can clean them off happily looking behind my trail getting there.