Swim

I spent a few years drowned deep down in reality, I watched people live in their fantasy as I lived broken and lifeless in my own reality where I run to imagination from, My ocean dried right under my feet, Unaware of the of pain I've been living in that a call a lie, From the sweet savory I held within me turnt bitter and spoiled, I let life run it's course on me, As my authentic soul turnt to a corpse, Taking away my happiness of being free, I have a soul mate whom I share many moments of temporary happiness from a distance with, But I still search for my soul in many requests of living my dreams, I can never fulfill my limits of feeling like a superior, Instead being convinced every time of being a full failure, I'm walking back to the sand from where I started swimming, I'm going to face my horror and defeat my fears like a super human, A lion in the field racing to the finish line while my demons get lefted in the dust behind my back of the past, One day I hope to find my one true blessing of being happily free, As for right now I'll stare in my mirror looking for a happier me.