I spent a few years drowned deep down in reality,
I watched people live in their fantasy as I lived broken and lifeless in my own reality where I run to imagination from,
My ocean dried right under my feet,
Unaware of the of pain I've been living in that a call a lie,
From the sweet savory I held within me turnt bitter and spoiled,
I let life run it's course on me,
As my authentic soul turnt to a corpse,
Taking away my happiness of being free,
I have a soul mate whom I share many moments of temporary happiness from a distance with,
But I still search for my soul in many requests of living my dreams,
I can never fulfill my limits of feeling like a superior,
Instead being convinced every time of being a full failure,
I'm walking back to the sand from where I started swimming,
I'm going to face my horror and defeat my fears like a super human,
A lion in the field racing to the finish line while my demons get lefted in the dust behind my back of the past,
One day I hope to find my one true blessing of being happily free,
As for right now I'll stare in my mirror looking for a happier me.