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Everyday I Wake Up Hoping For A Better Day..
Hoping My Health Will Cure Itself In Some Way...
But To Be Honest It Just Become Worse...
There Is No Solution Said Every Doctor And Nurse..
My Asthma Is Turning To The Next Stage..
My Life Is Turning A New Page..
Inhalers Oxygen Machines Won't Help...
So All I Can Do Is Scream And Yelp..
Everyday I Never Have Full Health...
But I Can Only Fight This By Myself...
By Days End I Feel Like I'm Dying...
So I Begin To Think Why Am I Even Trying..
My Lungs Feel Like They Are Wrapped In A Rubber Band..
My Chest Becomes Heavy Shaking Begins In My Hand..
My Air Passage Ways Become Restricted...
My Lungs Become Afflicted...
So How Am I Suppose To Survive..
When My Insides Don't Feel Alive...
How Am I Suppose To Live When I Can't Take A Breath...
How Am I Suppose To Live When I Already Feel Like Death...
My Asthma Is Killing Me Day By Day...
Killing Me Everyday In A Different Way...
It Feels Like A Car Is Sitting On My Chest...
Sometimes Its Hard For Food To Digest..
Everyday I Don't Feel My Best...
Random Times Of The Day I Have To Take A Rest...
Random Times I Catch Myself Grasping For Air...
But Sometimes It Is Not There...
Sometimes Its Hard To Speak..
My Body Becomes Weak...
My Face Turns Red..
Thoughts Begin To Run Through My Head...
Maybe I Am Better Off Dead...
Maybe Its My Time To Leave....
Maybe One Day I Won't Have To Fight To Breathe...
But Everyday I Wake Up It's The Same Routine..
It's Not A Bad Dream...
I'm Dying A Slow Death..
Don't Know When I Will Take My Last Breath..
But Tomorrow Will Be The Same As Today..
Trying To Find A New Way...
To Breathe To Survive..
To Once Again Feel Alive...
But There Probably Won't Be Any Success...
I Probably Will Once Again Feel A Car Sitting On My Chest..
Find It Hard For Food To Digest...
But That Is How My Life Is...
If It's Not That It's This..
So I Have To Live My Life The Way It Is...
Just Continue To Fight Day After Day...
That Is It I Said What I Wanted To Say..