Free my Mind

I need to free my mind and be sure of me I need to confidently stand by my words Act on my opinions Be my example Stay true to who I am. Figure out what my purpose is... What is my purpose? I'm juggling my thoughts and my oppression I'm playing games with my freedom and my rights I'm suffering through my feelings and emotions Do I even understand me? How can anyone define me if I can't even feel me? I'm drained and drowned in a sea of black leaves Dried, crisp, broken, ripped How do I pick up these pieces which are supposedly me? Where do they go?Do they fit...anywhere?? I'm a mystery waiting to be solved by me. I'm figuring out which book to open,which page I want to read. I hope u can't see the words on the page right thru me.