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Why in the end, does this grief begin
Life long journey’s destination….transcendence
Maybe its “I” who has left, forever removed out in space
No stretch of imagination will lead me to your resting place
So I cry, although I knew you would be leaving soon…..too soon
Enough of you lingers within me, to contend with for now
Wishing for a reprieve or a child’s “do over”, continuation
Instead I’m left with an empty vessel, that still possesses you
I’m covered with the pain, although you I assume no longer suffer
Its better this way, I prayed, now selfishly I burn with dismay
Wanting to forget our first day shared, without that day, there is no life
So I can only hope you can check on me from your place where time does not exist
If you can’t I suppose I will know, as many a day will be spent thinking of you
I fool myself into thinking and believing I left first and somewhere you are happy I did
Leaving you for I must continue to live my life…..and in such a reality…I don’t feel cheated
For I’m gone from you and not the other way around…..making my hurt not so harsh
I love that you couldn’t stay with me, so now I can trust in GOD’s redeeming power….
Extinguishing and Distinguishing our eternal with the Love and Memories of the GOOD-BYE!
RIP - Young Shotta "KirK'......gone way too soon youngblood.......ONE
