Forgive me for my sins and my ends

Forgive me for my sins and my ends Days like this I wished on a dollar and a dream that I could take it all back words said things seen fought the feeling of being a dead beat rhythmless blue is how my heart choose The perfect winner to always lose old habits die hard that old news days later I found myself asking for help cold as I was I felt my heart melt should've let her keep it but I was selfish wrapped in bullshyt thinking life is unfair And im not equipped to deal with Weight on my mind eased the load on my shoulders still we made up The condom broke I guess thats why we f_cked up the more you run the more you feel stuck A losing battle I think we both gave up Trapped in love caged in lust I could feel the rush The haunt of her touch Dancing with the devil Lying with the Lord Bibble on the dresser Thoughts cant be egnored Murderess concept I can live free with this aborted death I ain't shyt Young dumb Money and crime on my concise This life of shallow success Created a monster Im sorry moma!........