Uncoordinated and Twisted

See I Believed In Something That Never Existed... Now My Feelings Are Uncoordinated And Twisted... Cause I Believed In Something That Never Existed... See I Thought Deep Down Inside That There Was Something... But To Be Honest There Was Nothing.. I Was Just Being Lead On.. So I Went Full Force And Went Head On... And I Just Hit A Brick Wall... I Thought She Would Be There To Catch When I Would Fall... But That Was A Bad Call... So Now I Sit Here And Feel My Eyes Fill... And I Hear The Tears Hit The Window Sill... It Feels Like Its Raining Inside.. But Its Just My Tears Cause My Feelings Are Hard To Hide... It Hurts When I Look Left And Right And Dont See Her By My Side... So I Just Put My Head Down... Now My Face Is Stuck With A Permanent Frown... A Smile Never Will Exist On This Face Again.. Not Like It Use To Back Then... Now I Hang My Head Low... Banging My Head Against Walls With No Direction Where To Go... This Is What Happens When You Believe In Something That Never Existed... Your Feelings Become Uncoordinated And Your Insides Get Twisted...