Hollowing

my heart stopped I turned and stopped

jump a turnstile followed you a mile

you turned around

our eyes met you looked at me

and we both smiled 

that was the day 

that we met from that day on

I'll never forget the best friend 

I ever had and the only

one I ever loved

the one person who 

always made me laugh

pepped me up whenever I was 

feeling down in the dumps

when you

were hurting I felt the pain 

you called I dropped everything 

came running to your rescue

helped you get over the hump 

there is nothing that I 

would not have done under the sun 

to be by your side

how could you forget

 in this life time

I never would have believed

that you would forget 

about me I would have gotten 

down on my knees

begging you not to leave 

when It was time for you to go

but that would not have 

changed a thing so I had to 

stand all of the pain 

like being homeless in the rain

I use to love the sound of your voice

now I can't stand to hear your name

there's not enough liquor for this

there's not enough drugs to 

make me forget your kiss

everyday I walk around

pretending I don't feel a certain way

the fresh air don't taste the same

my name don't sound the same

I often wonder if I feel this way

do you feel the same