Emotionally Indecisive

I'm feeling some kinda way

and really don't know what to say,

So as my words rebel,

hell, I figure I'm just being a female.

It's mainly your attention I need

but I feel like it's probably just greed.

so it's cook if you just wanna walk away

because I honestly can't figure out why you stay.

But the truth is, I really don't want you to go

Maybe we can just start over and take it slow.

Take a deep breath so we both can relax,

maybe even just say, "Goodnight" and tomorrow we'll get back.

We could go to the park and take a walk

or maybe even sit over a meal and simply talk.

But what if it's the last words we speak,

You know I'm soft and my eyes will easily start to leak.

But in this case, I'm sure I'll be pretty strong,

afterall, I could just be taking this all wrong

And since tomorrow isn't as promised as right now,

I'll rahter just stay if you'll allow.

I'm pretty sure you want me here too, that I do believe.

I couldn't conceive of you asking me to leave....

Unless though it's one of those nights when you treat me so mean,

have me believing there's another causing my heart to be green.

Sad thing is, even if there were someone else here with you,

I'll still beg you back because I'm that "lollipop type boo."

Though I believe your words and hold them to be true,

I'm still not quite sure why I doubt the things that you do.

These indecisive emotions may sometimes get the best of me,

but please be aware that I appreciate you still loving all of me.

Alynlove