Smoke n Mirrors

If I could change anything in my life, it be two things
The day I ***ed that girl, and the day my daddy died
Six years ago I cried mighty long rivers
Now a nights I still have blue moon shivers
But from since then I have recooperated from heartaches and pain
and how it makes the haters go insane
Cause a back on the blocks and got girls calling y'all lames
Cause who knew I'd be the successer of my father
He was like R Kelly with a 18 year difference between him and my mother
Now on to another subject about this chick that tried to be so gutta
But ended up like three year old molded butter
How you gon be faithful in one eye, but a cheater in the other
Especially when you scared to admit to your main that you had like another
A 20 yr. old you claimed to be your best friend
I knew more then what u thought cause your bestfriend was my news reporter
But don't think I'm shallow minded over the situation
I tried to get a better understanding in the nice convo way
But instead you thought smart, you chose the common way
I'm trying to clear the smoke and your trying to steam it up more
Trying to hide the truth bacame your worst sore
Cause after three weeks, you were back to bugging my phone line
But I decided to say no to anymore of your bull lines
You said you forgot the past, and I said I forgot your number