Pushed

Pushed away, denied, tossed to the side.

Thongs, open nip bras, no crotch, no watch.

Sexting, texting no response, groping, riding no pulse.

No communication, no exploration, no vibration, no expectation. Mind play, fantasy, foreplay, am I thirsty?

Pictures, suggestions, questions...no answers.

Rejections, bad connections...We Have No Signal.

 This feeling that I am feeling is all to real though.

So sick of the trying and constantly be denied when you turn away andI am once again pushed!