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Can I see myself, I use to always ask should I be myself, what I have to do just to free myself, and why do it take approval just to be yourself? These judge mental thoughts can make you leave yourself, questing your whole life in the dark you depth, wondering if you take the right from all the pain you felt because walking this righteous path can sometimes make you blame yourself.
One day I dream to just make it out, and explain my struggles so others can relate it out and get a clear understanding to a better rout, I just pray that one day they will hear me out. But only the hurt will listen cold heart felt fillings is a strong addiction I’m a saint to my sins so am I wrong for giving my true inner thought to the ones who envy me.
And all I want to do is ‘help” but all they want to do is “hurt” so I rather keep it to myself, because they love to speak of what your worth, label me off of what you see and you will never really understand, the higher power is the only judge so I leave him soaking with my deepest cuts.
I’m never afraid to walk this road alone silence speak so loudly when you left to control your own, my conscious got my voices fighting between what’s right and wrong, PM pills relax my mind until the trauma gone. My family, close so why must I feel alone, throwing plots in my notes so my thoughts could be known of a mountain that was built from the rocks that was thrown just to be submerged underwater strong but unknown.
See these underwater mountains is a crazy sight, but the underwater mountains feel no social eyes, insecure of its beauty so it hide its life, away from the ones who plan to only criticize, so these underwater mountains feel no type of love, smoothing up the edges just to try to prevent a cut, so will this underwater mountain self for feel its life, our will you crumble with distractions and accept the hype. EVOLVE
