do ...or die

i am a do or die, i will love you, man

i love you more than i could ever say

you may not believe that i do, okay.

but don’t let that beautiful person i know become bitter, disillusioned or abused. you’ve got such a wonderful personality. i desire the best in you, with you and for you. you have a special gift which is worthy of protection. i would gladly give you up if i find that what makes you happy is not me or that i was in the way of you finding your way to true happines (still, it hurts for me to have to say that, because i love you too much to leave you as long as you need me). far too often we forget we need shelter from heat. cold, man, beast, sun, wind and rain.

and we need love, joy and pleasure with sometimes even just a little pain. this is my only chance with you. i don’t want to lose it or throw it away. this is one of special moments in our lives where we are granted a helper to ease the pain. i believe that we were meant for each other.you may not feel as i do. even though this                                                                       

may be a crying time for me and you. i treasure each moment that i spend with you. just the thought of you makes my juices flow in my whole sense of being, not just sexuality. emotionally, i know that i am weak but you make me stronger every day.

you turn me on in every way; i just can’t get enough of you. there may come a time you may have to deny me, i know, that i must be stronger than i have ever been. tears seem to be finding my eyes a lot more lately* (maybe it’s the weather), but my heart is stronger than it’s ever been before. i care for you with my whole heart, although i may not get the chance for you to see it fully thru. i will do everything within my power to be of serivce to you. i believe in you… though there may be long way for us to go, we have been thru a lot together, more than many people experience in a lifetime.

if i had to do this all over, i wouldn’t hesitate one moment, nor would i give up any moments we have been fortunate enough to share…

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