i wonder do i satisfied you

Heavy cascade tears
I quickly drew a smile
I say im fine
In mind i question
Am I the true beauty that you see
Or in your  mind  im  just PhotoShop
Wishing that perfection fits me
What do you see is it really me ?
Or Are u seeing what you use to have
Wishing you could trade places for your moment of satisfaction
Is my flame too modest
Is my  personality just fit  to be the homie
Is my  body composition even align with u
To even be the one that fit for you
Crawling into a bag
Hoping i make one of the probability
Of being first picked .
it pains me
second pick redundantly
This secretly hurts me
Do our joyous moment
 fade to black
Do you really feel
I have your back
Am really that one person that
Satisfies you completely