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Honesty in a lie
Truthfully there is honesty in a lie
I honesty have to lie to
spare your feelings
For my selfish needs
I'm too laid back to stand up
To give you honesty
I'm too comfortable too laid back
To give you stand up part of me
I'm comfortable enough to
Have you for my own benefits
So I gave you a new version of an outdated version
Of what you used to deal with
So I turned your dreams into a reality
To only reveal a nightmare
I'm the same monster that appeared before
I told you I love you like the others did before
I told I would never hurt you
but I'm only hurting you more
I can't lie i kinda like you more than I think
But just like you I'm broken
I'm only hurting the one I should not be hurting
I guess a piece of me is still with the one before you
That broke me
