Meditation of the Brother Deep in Time

Most people don't honor who they are until they have lost the very essence of their identity

I lost myself,
but was found in the mouth of the sublime.
Who am i,
the man absent from time.
A paradox is his mind.
Yes, I.
The man you failed to find.
I am here,
which was there,
which got lost in my nappy hair.
Did you see me.
I was the black hole,
so let it be.
And there i was,
Consuming all you see.
Oh my God,
Oh you mean me.
Thats odd.
My fault
I didnt know your mind was free,
So now i can tell you, the story of me.
I went far off,
and i met with Enqi.
He said "it is you who has the key."
"Wise words" i replied,
for a god that failed to see,
and follow the ways that be.
Further i went
in the land of the further i met ninti.
"Peace" was her greeting,
and the meeting was just the same.
"Ninti" i said
"Was it you who created me
Is that accusation true."
"Not unless your kadmon,
for it was he that i brew"
"Thanks" i then said
The sister then shook her head.
Then forward i was led.
"Peace young God", said a man up ahead.
"It is I Aasar" were the words that he said.
Peace, my ancestor,
it was my realm that i fled
while resting on my bed.
Then i went far,
and now, here you are.
A coincidence? No it is not.
I am here, for it was i you sought.
"I see you are smarter than you thought"
He cleverly explained.
"So why havent you fought
to keep your mind from pain.
Are you not an incarnation
of our minds manifest."
"I am but a human, and humans be,
so it is harder for me to see.
Greatness was the time of your incarnation.
You were a God with no hesitation.
Supreme with nine exclamations.
With your help i can beat the temptation,
and build a great nation."

"I am always here" said Aasar,

and with my help you’ll go far.