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I could not even recognize myself today. I was too far gone. I was learning things that burned my brain and I was this close to being insane. Its better than the bullet fragments that I have in my brain. That pain in bearable, but I could not live a life not worth living.
Bullets in the hood are harmless unless you let them take your soul and wrap you in rage. The stage is set for you and this is your life, the one that God gave you worth living.
I haven't met a homeboy that can stand against my will. I looked him in the eye and in that instant he was dead to me. I destroyed my old world and created a new one and he never saw it coming.
He was outside my circle and outside my vision. There was no weapon that he could hold against me and I rendered him useless. Like I said, he never saw it coming.
